I remember when I foolishly began this blog that I had two noble goals:
๐Vent my frustrations with this disease safely and quietly
๐I hope to benefit, at least, one other person
๐Vent my frustrations with this disease safely and quietly
๐I hope to benefit, at least, one other person
However, I am not sure that I was able to do either of those. While looking over my past entries, along with their accompanying Twitter notes, I have reached a conclusion. I am not a good blog writer, but there really is only one way to get better: keep at it! So, as the song goes, "Second verse, same as the first: a little bit louder and a little bit worse."
So, I've recommitted myself to doing this blog thing better. I've been reading other blogs and I've noticed three commonalities:
Purpose: the more popular ones that I've seen have an explicitly seen goal. They have a reason to be.-After thinking on this, I decided to re-state my purpose for this blog. Rather than simply allowing myself a place to vent and hoping to benefit 'others', I am going to focus on listing, researching, and offer help on problems which I have faced, or still am facing with this MesS.
Structure: they are highly and creatively organized, using polls, articles, references, and sharing endorsements from other writers.-When I started this blog, I really had no structure whatsoever. I thought it would be amusing to make it as sporadic as MS. Little did I know how frustrating that would become. So, in short, it's been 'fixed'.
Demeanor: generally speaking the 'popular' blogs are very optimistic. They're not always 'happy', but even in the most troubling stories that I have seen is an air of hope.-This is going to be the most difficult change for me to make. I am a pessimist. I do not see the glass as either half empty or half full. I see it as containing poison. I am stating here that I am going to try to sound better, not idiotically happy, but also not as despondent as I am wont to be. I am not going to exult in my problems just as much as I am not going to wallow in them.
So, with all of that said, please allow me to wish you a happy new year!